well it’s 6AM so i’ve been practicing for 6 hours straight

i won’t be ready for these performances. everytime i have a performance i think about all those other ones i had where joel blatantly laughed at me from the audience or made jokes to my face

or said mean comments after

tbh when i go to taiko performances sometimes i get so mad watching since i remember all the times he watched me…it’s like im so freaking supportive and i get excited and i praise him but for him it’s the opposite when i do stuff

it’s all honest too not fake shit because he’s my boyfriend or anything since he looks so cool doing taiko
but idk i wish he could pretend when he watches my stuff idk

though when he does try to pretend i can tell and i feel sour haha

it makes me freak out about performing
he’s not gonna be at fanime but yeah idk it kind of sucks i can’t be impressive

//HUFFSS IM DONE
this is gonna be me at fanime IM SO EXCITED im really proud even if some parts are kinda crappy \ o /

LOOK I’M WEARING 2 UNIFORMS im so cool rite

little-mogwai:

Is okay for rave? first time going to a rave (tho is baby one for fanimu)

i wish i could cover up more. i’m still messing around with what i have ugh any ideas? how about a burqa like damn

im just gonna leave this here
i love my bby katy so sexy Q AQ)9

(Source: i-mahu)

fapel:

i drew an outfit i have ; v;
it’s pink, white, and light brown <”:
cept it looks cuter on her lol

i might wear it next weekend in berkeley but i dunno . n.

yolo i’m gonna reblog a drawing
right now i’m in that period where everything i draw turns to shit so ok yeah

sucks how this turned into a photo tumblr instead of staying as a drawing tumblr

but aughghhh ok katy is so cute)”:♥♥♥ I had to spam this photo everywhere ;_;

;___;

outfit for work! ^ U^
my feet hurt):

i want some liz lisa for myself q Aq

i love daiso-! cute new hairbows ; vvvvvvv;